I guess maybe because I'm excited for it to be fall...I don't know, but I am actually having a really homesick kind of feeling for philly right now. I know, who would have though? Right at this very moment, it seems like it would actually be a fun idea to go back, and get another little apartment somewhere, and just walk around all the time. I do miss the walking. I loved walking in philly. Sometime next month I'm going to take the train down for the day and do that. Just walk. Of course, it wouldn't be quite so great as I remember, just because it would be about a thousand times lonelier. I guess part of the reason i miss philly so much today is that I miss my friends so much. Making the right kind of friends is so hard for me, I miss being surrounded by people who 'get' me. I want to go to Reading terminal and china town and old city. I'm sad. I guess I'm just ready to get out of here. I need to get to LA.